The One Month Mark

Today marks one month until my due date.  It feels close but far away at the same time.  I am okay with letting this little girl continue to grow and develop until the time is right.  Maybe that's because I know it's good for a baby to be full term, or MAYBE it's because I'm not sure how to do 2 kids.  I have an appointment tomorrow which will determine whether we go to Hawaii on Friday.  Wish me luck!